Don't give me hope when there is none

Poor Ah Tak is missing someone dearly. I feel for him. Because me too is missing someone. Someone who happened to bump into my life.

Sometimes I wish that I have never met you. At least I won't be so miserable like right now. Not knowing what I am missing and not knowing where I stand. Feeling so lost and dejected.

Do you know that silence speaks volume?

I thought that we 'clicked'. But no, we didn't. It's just me being silly. Like a moth attracted to the fire. Looking for trouble.

Should I move on? Or should I stay? I don't want to wait like this anymore.

Every second passed is every second lost. When the itch stops, you will just be another passer-by in my life.

I'm having this 'missing you' blue now. I missed you yesterday. I miss you today. And I will miss you too tomorrow.

But after that, I will not know. I cannot foresee the future. But everything has an expiry date. And I hope that it won't be too far away.

Does absence make the heart grows fonder or does it make the heart goes yonder?