A roller coaster of emotions

To her:

Sometimes I wish to be alone.
Sometimes I wish to stay quiet.
Sometimes I wish that I won't be bothered.
Sometimes I wish that you will be more understanding.

When I say YES, I mean YES.
When I say NO, I mean NO.

Please don't try to sway me.
Please don't try to manipulate me.

I am stubborn, just like you.
I am determined, just like you.

Don't expect me to act like you.
Don't expect me to talk like you.
Don't expect me to like the things that you like.
Don't expect me to dislike the things that you dislike.

I am me.
I am an individual.
I have a mind of my own.
And I have my own freedom.

I am sorry for the things that I said.
I am sorry for the things that I didn't say.
I am sorry for the things that I did.
And I am sorry for the things that I didn't do.


To him:

I don't want to know.
I don't want to talk.
I don't want to look.
I don't want to hear.

Don't show.
Don't flaunt.
Don't flash.
Don't display.

I really don't give a damn.

Why you?
Why me?
Why him?
Why her?

When will this end?