你真的是我的好朋友吗?
The following conversation took place with a colleague of mine when I was still pak-toring with my ex.
Innocent Tik: "Hooray, today is Friday. I can't wait to see him tomorrow!" (him: my then bf)
Mocking crow: "Haihz, today is Friday. I won't be able to see him tomorrow and on Sunday!"
(him: a male colleague of ours whom Mocking crow secretly admires)
Innocent Tik: "..."
Mocking crow: "My luck is different from you darling. I can see him five times a week, while you get to see him twice a month only! Hehehe, so pitiful."
Innocent Tik: *tears welled up in my eyes*
Well, it was a long distance relationship for me and him. We wouldn't be able to see each other until weekends come. Both of us have suffered a lot. People around us know about it. Yet, they do not hesitate to taunt us about it.
There is a Chinese saying goes,
"请不要把自己的快乐建筑在别人的痛苦上!"
In English,
"Please don't build and derive your happiness from other's suffering."
But still, those we trusted the most hurt us the most.
Does mocking and jeering at my expense really make you THAT happy? Is this what a friend do to another friend?
Do you know that it's not the long distance relationship that has blown me into smithereens? It is how you have used my weakness against me that has woken me up RUDELY from a dreamland called Friendship.
It doesn't matter whether we are close friends or not, you do not have the right to rub salt into my wounds. Even an animal will not do such a thing to another animal. All I can say is that you are 1 trillion times worse than a crooked + cocky beast.
Nevertheless, I have to thank you for showing this fugly side of you to me now. At least, I'm no longer 'asleep'.
Hey YOU, yes YOU, can YOU see that the sun is smiling down at me right now? Do YOU know that I feel very blessed, happy and lucky because I have already found my joy and direction?
To tell you the truth, your silly 'clown show' or 'self-amusement' is just going to make me grows stronger only.
Innocent Tik: "Hooray, today is Friday. I can't wait to see him tomorrow!" (him: my then bf)
Mocking crow: "Haihz, today is Friday. I won't be able to see him tomorrow and on Sunday!"
(him: a male colleague of ours whom Mocking crow secretly admires)
Innocent Tik: "..."
Mocking crow: "My luck is different from you darling. I can see him five times a week, while you get to see him twice a month only! Hehehe, so pitiful."
Innocent Tik: *tears welled up in my eyes*
Well, it was a long distance relationship for me and him. We wouldn't be able to see each other until weekends come. Both of us have suffered a lot. People around us know about it. Yet, they do not hesitate to taunt us about it.
There is a Chinese saying goes,
"请不要把自己的快乐建筑在别人的痛苦上!"
In English,
"Please don't build and derive your happiness from other's suffering."
But still, those we trusted the most hurt us the most.
Does mocking and jeering at my expense really make you THAT happy? Is this what a friend do to another friend?
Do you know that it's not the long distance relationship that has blown me into smithereens? It is how you have used my weakness against me that has woken me up RUDELY from a dreamland called Friendship.
It doesn't matter whether we are close friends or not, you do not have the right to rub salt into my wounds. Even an animal will not do such a thing to another animal. All I can say is that you are 1 trillion times worse than a crooked + cocky beast.
Nevertheless, I have to thank you for showing this fugly side of you to me now. At least, I'm no longer 'asleep'.
Hey YOU, yes YOU, can YOU see that the sun is smiling down at me right now? Do YOU know that I feel very blessed, happy and lucky because I have already found my joy and direction?
To tell you the truth, your silly 'clown show' or 'self-amusement' is just going to make me grows stronger only.
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